Saturday this week was long and no one seems to even be opened to sharing a dialouge

Does discouragement ever cloud your mind? The 'haunting' of the past won't let you go? King David had this same problem and he solved it this way---when NO ONE IS THERE FOR YOU--check it out:):) 1 Samuel 30:6
And David was greatly distressed; for the people spake of stoning him, because the soul of all the people was grieved, every man for his sons and for his daughters: but David encouraged himself in the LORD his God. (Notice his encouragement did NOT come from man but GOD--try it it works)

I use this during my prayer times to continue to write--I KNOW someone who needs a word of hope or encouragement or prayer,if they don't read my work it is their loss because I KNOW I have expounded on their problems in three of my books.
Take a look,the Father did NOT give me this talent to set it on the shelf.